This is my new baby that I got from eternal_unrest. Her original name was Bea Bug, but I think Ian wants to name her Daisy. These are sort of crappy phone pics, but she's gorgeous! Her and my other hedgie Lottie are getting along well so far. I realized they are hippies-- Lottie is sleeping in a chai tea box and Daisy is sleeping in an organic blueberry pop-tart box, hahaha. But I did think it was cute that they moved their boxes next to each other to sleep. :)



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My stupid mailman has not delivered mail in like 5 days. I am expecting 7 packages. AS WELL AS MY NETFLIX GODDAMMIT! I called the post office and they're like "well your carrier is not at his desk." I do not want to talk to my carrier, I want to complain about him to his BOSS. Apparently the carrier saw my neighbor at 7-11 and told him he lost the key to the building. Is it unreasonable for him to just knock on the door?! I mean shit, someone would hear him and let him in! This is the SECOND time he's lost the key. Once I saw him trying to get in and I OFFERED to let him in the door, and he said NO "I have a key in my truck" but he got in his truck and DROVE AWAY. So we weren't getting mail for weeks then!

This is total and complete bullshit. I want my stuff!!!:(

I love/hate Lady Gaga. I really loved her at first. Then I realized she was ripping off Kylie Minogue SO OBVIOUSLY and that realllllllllly pissed me off. (I love Kylie. Did I mention that I'm a gay man in a woman's body?) Then I was like, well, she's new and there is nothing original under the sun, so I guess in a way she has to sort of rip everyone off at once and put it in one big, unpolished, pseudo-drag queen package. She's SO AMATEUR it is grating to watch, but then I think, "I am sure a lot of people thought that about Madonna when she was rolling around on the floor in a wedding dress." I don't think Gaga QUITE has Madonna potential but maybe close. There just won't be another Madonna so I wish people would stop saying that she's "the next Madonna". MADONNA ISN'T GOING ANYWHERE.

And then this "Bad Romance" song has come out, and at first I HATED IT and thought it was like a bastard child of her and Marilyn Manson, but the more I listen to it, (which I feel compelled to do) to more I like it. ;/

Recently, I REALLY HATED Madonna's "Revolver" song but then it grew on me and now I love it. I think it sounds too Britney but whatever, it's like a last ditch "Fuck you Warner Brothers" sort of effort so who cares..

I don't WANT to like her though. I like her music but I don't think she's original and SHE is so precious at times it gets on my nerves, walking around carrying a purple teacup everywhere.... *eyeroll*




Ok don't ask me why I'm ranting about this at 7:54 in the morning. I am grouchy because I have a sick kid and I want to go back to sleep but instead I am having to watch Pokemon.

-didn't choke a bitch (my mom or gma; both are here and SPENDING THE DAY/NIGHT for Ian's bday party tomorrow)

-made more pumpkin chocolate chip cookies

-am currently cooking a pork loin w/celery, onions and cabbage

-will probably go hide in Ryan's apt later (he's not home) and watch many episodes of ABFAB to escape this shit

-will read and start plotting my Nanowrimo story

Ok, I've downloaded Season 2 of True Blood and I want to burn it to disc to watch on my actual tv. Is there a program I can download that will help me do this? I know I can do it on my laptop, just don't know HOW.

Please?

lout_rampage's husband has an art show tonight, so I'm taking Ian! I'm really excited to take him to his first show. He made his own little sculpture this week, and he worked very hard on it. I am happy to nurture this part of his creativity!

I LOVE this song.. and she was Ryan's inspiration for my haircut. LOVELOVELOVELOVE this!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UYomJbEZG54

Ryan and I got silly and created a blog to write in together last night.

So check it out! There isn't a whole lot up YET but there will be!!!

Homo & Hag !!!!

;)

Me & my sweet boy!

I hate Pedi Paws!


hehe

My bbs

I've always liked Peaches but I REALLY LOVE her new album.

She'll be in Dallas on the 12th. I wish I could go SO BAD! But even if I had the money, I have no babysitter. BOO! (The idea of taking Ian to a Peaches show is pretty horrifying/amusing though.)

And just cuz it's bad-ass, PEACHES AND TONE LOC!

I just watched my pug get into my purse and pull out a box of Claritin & walk away with it in her mouth as if she just DOES that. Uh NO PUG.

Ian went to school today after being sick all week. It's Beach Day. He got to wear his swimsuit to school. He finally woke up without a fever or dry heaving. I am a hypochondriac apparently, and last night he was standing funny and I felt the ridge of his hip bone and thought he had a weird lump there. So I took him to the doctor for the second time. And found out it was nothing for $60. Oh well. BETTER SAFE THAN SORRY! I'm glad it WAS nothing!

I hope the next week goes by FAST. Next week is Ian's LAST week of school, my sister is going to pick us up from here on Thursday and we'll be in Dallas for two days, then (hopefully) Austin! And if not Austin, we'll still be in Dallas for a week! Which isn't here! Hahahaha!!

I hope I can just stay cool for that long. I need a vacation! HA!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR DEPECHE MODE TO COME TO DALLAS, YAY!!!!!!!! Did I mention my dad got me a ticket for my birthday? He did. Best bday present ever!

I'm sleepy.

Sometimes I feel like Aunt Jackie in "Roseanne".

Today I began to wonder if my luck is no good because I am not doing what I'm supposed to be doing in this life. At least, not on any recognized or large scale. And the only thing I've ever known that I should do, is write.

I do write a lot of poems, but I've been dragging my feet on the several novels I've wanted to write because I feel like I am too easily distracted, unorganized, etc. Bullshit. I do know, from my current English class, that I am perfectly capable of getting my thoughts together in a comprehensive way.

So today, I sat down and re-wrote the storyline for this novel I want to write. I am sure I will be picking at it a lot more. I realized that if I wrote a chapter a day, I could potentially be finished in a month. This does not include editing or re-writing, of course.

There is just no excuse for me to be sitting on this any more. None whatsoever. I need to make time to write every single day, a block of 2-3 hours, EVERY DAY. I know I am undisciplined as all hell, but I am working on that.

I don't expect to make tons of money or anything, but I would like to be the female Bukowski.